"I Know Kung Fu"

I love this corny line from The Matrix, when Neo is basically downloading knowledge directly into his brain. Wish I had that.

Instead, I have a problem of hoarding knowledge.

I have endless Youtube playlists with things I want to learn, endless tabs, neatly organized in groups, but never revisit any of those, just add new stuff.

I get bored pretty fast, I can go from being totally absorbed in a subject, to instantly dropping it a week or a few months later, telling myself that "I'll go back to it tomorrow". I never do.

I spend too much time in decision paralysis: not starting any projects because I don't think it's the right one, or then starting one, but abandoning it the next day.

How the fuck am I supposed to be a great softwarte architect, game designer, musician, writer, artist, chef, hybrid athlete, fun at parties, while also keeping a health life and been present to my family and friends?

Yeah, I know, finite time and stuff. Doesn't mean that I'll not try :)